I found myself standing naked, staring before his steaming bathroom. I admired Kevin’s body. He has an amazing cock, and nipples that are made to be licked. ‘Decided to come along after all?’ He pulled me closer. I could feel his warm body press against mine. Slowly he started to soap up my body. Specifically my dick. I can’t deny I didn’t enjoy it, but on our first date? ‘I..I.. couldn’t possibly’. Shh. He got down on his knees. Soon I forgot my good intentions. ‘N..Nathan! S.. Stop!’ I didn’t. ‘Uff..’ He gasped for air before being pushed down again.

Ahnng ..Shit! Those were my good sheets. Damn, it’s been over a week since I’d last seen Kevin. The memories of his dick flashing before me won’t seem to stop. How could he be so .. -self centered ..?!  He was obviously just interested in a quickie. I won’t let myself get too worked up about him.

‘You’re so cute.’  he whispered in my ears. I can still feel his tight embrace while his lips softly press against the back of my head. I’d never go back to casual sex, would I? God I’m so full of shit. I want him. Badly. It’s not my intentions I’m worried about. Something else is tormenting me.

Did I make a mistake by staying in this dump? Every now and then these thoughts crossed my mind. Kevin’s apartment was small and cozy. Mine was desolated. I have nothing left. Nothing at all. Fuck all this shit I’ve gotten myself into. It’s the silence that’s killing me. Seven days and I’ve heard nothing from him.

His enchanting smile follows me everywhere. The cocky attitude he’s not even aware off. There’s something about him that makes him stand out of the crowd. The way we met, it’s all so fucking unbelievable. I can’t help it anymore.

I want to see him again. And soon.